Re DuVernay

I'm very excited about the Beltane retreat I'm going on this weekend, so I was wondering:

"How do you celebrate Beltane?".

Also, what area of your life will you be wishing for fertility in this year, since none of us here will be wishing for babies? I'll be wishing for a fertile career.

cf_ioan

So much for cf_hardcore. After less than a day I was banned because I was "hateful "about some "poor moo" who was tol not to have children because of her diabetes. Of course she did. First one died after four days. She got pignant again and she miscarried. Im suppoed to feel sorry for this woman? I don't think so. She made a choice. If anyone suffered it was the poor baby that had to lie for four days.

I know that people from my former group got me banned but not before somone remarked that I was either loed not enough or too mch (as in incest). That is unconscionable to say to someone who is a sexual abuse survivor. But that was just fine because it fit in with the agenda of AG and her running dogs. I have learnt that there is PC in the CF world as well and unfortunately if we don'y sob when an irresponsible moo miscarries or has a stillborn, we are "ebil childhatters".

So Yes I am ery depressed and don't know what to do about it. I'm relatiely new to Paganism and would welcome any and all suggestions.

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I had a great time yesterday going to see James Marsters. My best friend & I met people & everything. I met a guy who bought us drinks and breakfast. How cool is that?! Anyway he did keep suggesting that the 3 of us get naked & it was hard for him to understand that just b/c we're bi doesn't mean that we're into ea. other. I mean she's like my sister. Ewww!!! Anyway he was really wasted. 

My best friend kept talking about how weird and strange it was being out. She hasn't been out in years b/c of her son. And the fact that he's seriously bi-polar just compounds things & makes it difficult to get someone to babysit. He's so difficult to deal with and requires so much energy that she can't get just anyone. I feel for her b/c she's like family, but I just hope it gets easier in different ways as he is able to be more independent. She's such an amazing mother & so patient considering what she deals with. I could never do it.

I am so glad I don't want kids b/c, w/my family history of mental and emotional problems I would have a kid just like my crazy ass mother or bi-polar like her kid.